Really depressed

[Robster]

Will post my number if anyone feels the need to text

[Robster]

What an amazing post , i just don't know from now onwards, if I want to survive the night , it's like flipping a coin in my mind , please help

[Robster]

I have no doubt you guys saved my life , even now it's a constant battle regarding my Heath , so much support from most of you , this is an illness not a choice

[Robster]

Some of my best memory's is taking my son to Prague and doing Pokémon go, with all the lovely landmarks, loving the idea of the passenger ride, do I get to drive 😉?

[Robster]

I'm an old man (42😂) so fully comp

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Yes thanks to all the support I've been given, you know who you are and for arranging the
Negative comments to go away

[Robster]

Amazing to wake up and read these posts of support , thank you

[Robster]

Head spinning a bit as had very little sleep , going to get a bit of sleep and then digest texts etc , hope that's cool with all

[Robster]

Hi guys it's really helpful for me to be able to post on here and express my feelings, today has been tough although feeling positive I've just felt absolutely shattered which then doesn't help with getting out of bed , on a positive note I had a surprise visit from some friends to come offer there support , lots of tears and emotion but I have nothing to hide anymore, thank you for the offers of meeting up tonight but it's been a very long day so I'm going to get an early night , hope to do it soon though , thanks again everyone , I'll keep on posting if that's ok , don't want it to be one sided maybe I can help someone else out at some point

[Robster]

Hi all rough day today, I should of spoken on here get my thoughts straight, just not sleeping so spending a lot of the day asleep which is not the plan, just felt like I've had no compacity to do anything with today

[Robster]

Just want some consistency

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Hope everyone doesn't mind me still posting , bad day today feel very down and lonely stupid hey

[Robster]

Anyone want to chat feel like I'm going crazy! Ps love cars

[Robster]

Feel very down and Lonely how stupid is that!!

[Robster]

Still awake and dreading tomorrow

[Robster]

Today was really rough didn't sleep all night , had a few hours at 8.00am but felt like I couldn't move and spent all day in bed, now awake and it's just going to happen all over again , I want. To be positive but today /yesterday too hard

[Robster]

Lots of people worse off than me , maybe I should t post and allow them to post more ?

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I'm so exhausted don't feel like I want to post anymore but I think that's the only thing keeping me going, such a battle each day, hope I can sustain this

[Robster]

Sorry shouldn't of posted feel incredibly down but don't want that to effect other people

[Robster]

This is how I feel http://open.spotify.com/track/6z0FGvUHkFAlSaKQITfG...