Really depressed

[Robster]

Thought I was being strong , today didn't wake up too nearly 3pm , feel sad

[Robster]

Put it in my court to arrange my own counsling, hard to get out of bed let alone that , feel things are slipping again

[Robster]

Yep went to doctors , told her what happened , she was very disinterested, told me to arrange cousling

[Robster]

Wow what an amazing reply , thank you , previously had a over the phone referrel for counciling it came back mega dispressed but couldn't help me due to my shift work , now o have a sheet of paper with lots of organisations for me to contact , can't afford to pay , no referral feel completely lost , thanks for the offer to pick stuff up , I'm mega down but all these posts made me realise how important my children are

[Robster]

How does that work?

[Robster]

Hi all , just woken up, hate it that's the day gone...

[Robster]

Hi realised not posting on here much was a sign of me feeling low, so sorry everyone going to keep posting! just want to say thank you for everyone who has been in contact , I'm due to have a passenger ride tomorrow so definey a reason to get out of bed, , thanks everyone for still caring and posting , please do not underestimate how helpful it is and how thankful I am

Edited by Robster on Saturday 24th September 20:22

[Robster]

I appreciate I have to make some changes, but the support of the people on here has carried me through

[Robster]

My sleeping pattern?

[Robster]

Richie Slow said:

Good to see you are going out with Barny tomorrow.

you will have a great time

Can't wait!

[Robster]

I'm awake

[Robster]

What an amazing day , I'm still smiling , thanks Barny I owe you , met some great people today (thanks for the cake)and enjoyed having fun with the Porsche! Going to remember this for a long time !

[Robster]

Love the photo! So I managed to stay awake till 9 (that's a big part of wanting to change my routine) and although I'm awake now , feel quite enigised , in fact I've found my cv and will be updating tomorrow

[Robster]

Well the bad news is I'm still awake , the good news I'm being proactive and doing my cv! Will send it over to you Craigjm to have a look at if that's ok

[Robster]

craigjm said:

Robster said:

Love the photo! So I managed to stay awake till 9 (that's a big part of wanting to change my routine) and although I'm awake now , feel quite enigised , in fact I've found my cv and will be updating tomorrow

I have helped many people with CV's on here and have developed a very good template over the years. If you want me to have a look over yours and offer feedback or to send you the template just drop me a message.

Email sent

[Robster]

So update , feeling good today , although I was awake from 10pm to 9am I managed to sleep till 1pm , woke up naturally and instead of staying in bed I sent my cv off to Craig (thanks for the help) and enrolled online for cbt online couselling session/treatment, yesterday was so good for me I can not thank Barny and co enough, in fact thanks for all the kind words on this thread, I'm aware my feelings may go up and down so I have decided to bank the good times and keep updating here

[Robster]

Retail managerment

[Robster]

I would love to work in IT pretty savvy with technology but no formal qualifications, well I have certainly been worked hard today, and now have a finished cv , which a few days ago looked to be an impossible task , I'm speechless at the help and support I'm getting!!

[Robster]

Here's my linkin in profile , in the middle of updating now , this is great giving me something to focus on! Whoo hoo http://linkedin.com/in/rob-warrior-942b21b1

[Robster]

So hopefully this will encourage people , but through the support and kindness of everyone , I've got up, done my cv, arranged counciling , update LinkedIn profile , went food shopping , can't belive the energy I have had today and it's down to you guys!