July 26th 2014. Day 17 at the Mental Health Clinic.

July 26th 2014. Day 17 at the Mental Health Clinic.

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mini1380cc

2,944 posts

172 months

Wednesday 17th September 2014
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MarvGTI said:
I am currently on 50mg of Citalopran, taking 25mg for the next couple of days until next Wednesdays when I'll start Mirtazipin 30mg.
I went from Mirtazapine 30MG which was really good for anxiety and it gives you a brilliant sleep. The flip side is you become rather apathetic to everything and feel pretty detached from reality. It also made me put on a tonne of weight, but that doesn't go for everyone.

I've just been moved to Citalopram and the tapering period was a nightmare with insomnia, cold sweats and the shakes. The Cit is now settled down but it isn't a patch on Mirtazapine.

The first day you take the 30MG Mirt, prepare for a LONG snooze.

I wish you the best, i know these meds take patience and are largely trial and error until the find the one for you. I've still to reach that point but hopefully you will find what you need from them soon.


Edited by mini1380cc on Wednesday 17th September 12:42

MarvGTI

Original Poster:

427 posts

126 months

Wednesday 17th September 2014
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HDM said:
Good news to read you have a release date, thetrash thread was anticlimactic, although I have to say, the "These pictures make my teeth itch" had me snorting coffee all over my keyboard!

http://www.pistonheads.com/gassing/topic.asp?h=0&a...
You're killing me, I have minor OCD and this is making my toenails curl up!

mini1380cc said:
I went from Mirtazapine 30MG which was really good for anxiety and it gives you a brilliant sleep. The flip side is you become rather apathetic to everything and feel pretty detached from reality. It also made me put on a tonne of weight, but that doesn't go for everyone.

I've just been moved to Citalopram and the tapering period was a nightmare with insomnia, cold sweats and the shakes. The Cit is now settled down but it isn't a patch on Mirtazapine.

The first day you take the 30MG Mirt, prepare for a LONG snooze.

I wish you the best, i know these meds take patience and are largely trial and error until the find the one for you. I've still to reach that point but hopefully you will find what you need from them soon.


Edited by mini1380cc on Wednesday 17th September 12:42
Hi Mini,

thanks for your insight, they said I should take the Mirt tonight at 9pm while in bed already and that it would hit me hard, so quite anxious about that actually.

Good luck further on with the Cit, the tapering effects are bad enough but once you reduce your dose to move onto something else, it'll be the same all over again, but worse (for me at least).

Tonight's the night for me with Mirt, hopefully will be reporting back tomorrow with news of how it went.

Fingers crossed.

mini1380cc

2,944 posts

172 months

Wednesday 17th September 2014
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Don't worry about the Mirt tonight, the first time you take it is actually really nice because it gives you a welcome solid sleep with no restlessness or nightmares.

The first time i taken one i had it at 7pm, i was fighting the sleep by 8pm, fast asleep by 8:30pm. I managed to wake up the next day around noon, went for a shower and fell back asleep in the shower. You get used to it pretty quick though, so by the 4th or 5th day you will have a decent sleep pattern.

Snoop Bagg

1,879 posts

195 months

Wednesday 17th September 2014
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Can we not chip in and hire a van and rescue this chap, like they did HMD Murdock in the A-Team? hehe

On a serious note I hope all is well!

MarvGTI

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427 posts

126 months

Thursday 18th September 2014
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And here's the update, took the Mirtazapine at about half past ten last night, fighting sleep at ten, then I don't remember much till I overheard my alarm this morning and overslept.

Been walking through a haze all day, not really feeling any kind of emotion.

Nice for a change.

How's PH been doing today ?

LukeR94

2,218 posts

142 months

Thursday 18th September 2014
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MarvGTI said:
And here's the update, took the Mirtazapine at about half past ten last night, fighting sleep at ten, then I don't remember much till I overheard my alarm this morning and overslept.

Been walking through a haze all day, not really feeling any kind of emotion.

Nice for a change.

How's PH been doing today ?
No new exciting threads unfortunatly!

Sorry to backtrack but Thetrash thread had me in tears hehe

I dont know if youve been there before but theres some crackers in the Legendary Threads Wiki?

5potTurbo

12,548 posts

169 months

Friday 19th September 2014
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The most exciting things that have happened in your homeland this week, are:
  • it was 28C yesterday
  • Netflix is now available to BE & LU
That's all. Really!


On the exciting threads front, I've not read enough to recommend any here.


Do you want or need anything sent from Luxembourg?





Save Ferris

2,686 posts

214 months

Friday 19th September 2014
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If you haven't already seen it, have a read of the "I work with a total bullshi..er thread"

http://www.pistonheads.com/gassing/topic.asp?h=0&a...

It's got some genuine lol moments!

mini1380cc

2,944 posts

172 months

Thursday 25th September 2014
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Hey Marv, How are you settling into the Mirtazipine? Are you getting past the dopey stage?

MarvGTI

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427 posts

126 months

Thursday 25th September 2014
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Hi all,

I left the clinic yesterday and am staying in Würzburg until Sunday morning with my girlfriend, so if anyone is from around here, let's have a beer tonight!

Am getting used to the Mirt, but the dopiness is very present. I take about half day to really wake up, so all morning until late afternoon is like walking through mist, it's very bizarre.

The bullstter thread is amazing, had to laugh quite a few times!

Cheers!

Adenauer

18,581 posts

237 months

Thursday 25th September 2014
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That's great news and if I were closer to Würzburg I'd gladly buy you a beer, but I'm not, so I shan't. thumbup

5potTurbo

12,548 posts

169 months

Thursday 25th September 2014
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Good news! smile

ArsE92

21,019 posts

188 months

Friday 26th September 2014
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Great news Marv. Wishing you all the best for a continued recovery.

MarvGTI

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427 posts

126 months

Friday 26th September 2014
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Thanks all!

Glad to have had this thread to keep in touch with the outside world smile

spikeyhead

17,339 posts

198 months

Friday 26th September 2014
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Keep posting on here, we're all routing for you.

MarvGTI

Original Poster:

427 posts

126 months

Friday 26th September 2014
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NeMiSis, full freedom release, I do have to check in with them every day as there is a concern I might attempt suicide again. To be honest, the real world is frightening and having spent 3 months in a bubble it's very frightening, though the thought of killing myself frightens me more currently.

Spike, thanks mate I shall keep this thread updated with how it is back out here in the real madhouse.

So far I'm very disoriented and have trouble focusing on the simple things - it's like I am overwhelmed by the vastness of the world outside, like it's all too much.

To be continued...

HDM

340 posts

192 months

Tuesday 30th September 2014
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Hang in there Marv, hopefully this will only be a short term feeling, if it's not I would imagine you can get some ideas/coaching on coping mechanisms when you check in.

As other have said, keep in touch, and enjoy catching up with your son.

All the very best

H

HDM

340 posts

192 months

Friday 17th October 2014
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Bump, to let you know we're still rooting for you Marv, hope all is going OK.

mini1380cc

2,944 posts

172 months

Wednesday 22nd October 2014
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Any updates marv?

eldar

21,796 posts

197 months

Saturday 1st November 2014
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HDM said:
Bump, to let you know we're still rooting for you Marv, hope all is going OK.
+1

Please let us know if you can.