Ive hit rock bottom hold me guy's!
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AndStilliRise said:
I can not see any other forums or threads he has posted on?
Can anyone help out...
Click his username, then click the forum tab. That will show you any thread he has created or posted on.Can anyone help out...
OP has created quite a few threads over the last 6-12 months. All of which contradict each other.
Op is a fantasist, nothing more.
Disastrous said:
Why on earth would you report it? Were you a Monitor in primary school? Bizarre to be so upset by someone else highlighting that the OP is fantasist.
I sincerely hope he is, as if it's true, that's a horrible thing to have happen but based on the evidence, it would seem he's on the windup and you've reported the wrong person. Nice one.
Apologies if the OP is indeed making this up, I took it at face value to be true, if not, sick.I sincerely hope he is, as if it's true, that's a horrible thing to have happen but based on the evidence, it would seem he's on the windup and you've reported the wrong person. Nice one.
Edited by Disastrous on Wednesday 17th December 10:20
HappyGoLucky said:
AndStilliRise said:
So is this real or not?
If it is real, then I am truly sorry for your loss.
And if it's not? How do you feel then?If it is real, then I am truly sorry for your loss.
When i was 14 there was a kid in school selling 'Aston Villa Season Tickets.' When everyone found out he was full of s
t no one believed any further story from him...Still waiting for anything further from op.
SeanyD said:
Disastrous said:
Why on earth would you report it? Were you a Monitor in primary school? Bizarre to be so upset by someone else highlighting that the OP is fantasist.
I sincerely hope he is, as if it's true, that's a horrible thing to have happen but based on the evidence, it would seem he's on the windup and you've reported the wrong person. Nice one.
Apologies if the OP is indeed making this up, I took it at face value to be true, if not, sick.I sincerely hope he is, as if it's true, that's a horrible thing to have happen but based on the evidence, it would seem he's on the windup and you've reported the wrong person. Nice one.
Edited by Disastrous on Wednesday 17th December 10:20
Guys, whether the OP is serious or not, it doesn't change the fact that some people will have genuinely benefited from this thread being up.
The biggest problem of loneliness is that when you are stuck there you lose contact with people, even people you love - you really can feel totally alone in a crowd full of friends - and seeing people making posts like what we see here can break through that despair, as you realise you aren't actually alone.
The biggest problem of loneliness is that when you are stuck there you lose contact with people, even people you love - you really can feel totally alone in a crowd full of friends - and seeing people making posts like what we see here can break through that despair, as you realise you aren't actually alone.
CBR JGWRR said:
Guys, whether the OP is serious or not, it doesn't change the fact that some people will have genuinely benefited from this thread being up.
The biggest problem of loneliness is that when you are stuck there you lose contact with people, even people you love - you really can feel totally alone in a crowd full of friends - and seeing people making posts like what we see here can break through that despair, as you realise you aren't actually alone.
too soon!The biggest problem of loneliness is that when you are stuck there you lose contact with people, even people you love - you really can feel totally alone in a crowd full of friends - and seeing people making posts like what we see here can break through that despair, as you realise you aren't actually alone.
CBR JGWRR said:
Guys, whether the OP is serious or not, it doesn't change the fact that some people will have genuinely benefited from this thread being up.
The biggest problem of loneliness is that when you are stuck there you lose contact with people, even people you love - you really can feel totally alone in a crowd full of friends - and seeing people making posts like what we see here can break through that despair, as you realise you aren't actually alone.
Good postThe biggest problem of loneliness is that when you are stuck there you lose contact with people, even people you love - you really can feel totally alone in a crowd full of friends - and seeing people making posts like what we see here can break through that despair, as you realise you aren't actually alone.
NickGibbs said:
CBR JGWRR said:
Guys, whether the OP is serious or not, it doesn't change the fact that some people will have genuinely benefited from this thread being up.
The biggest problem of loneliness is that when you are stuck there you lose contact with people, even people you love - you really can feel totally alone in a crowd full of friends - and seeing people making posts like what we see here can break through that despair, as you realise you aren't actually alone.
Good postThe biggest problem of loneliness is that when you are stuck there you lose contact with people, even people you love - you really can feel totally alone in a crowd full of friends - and seeing people making posts like what we see here can break through that despair, as you realise you aren't actually alone.
I know the internet is full of nutters and this place is no exception but really can't understand the mindset of a person who would do this?!
The amount of thought and painful personal detail shared in others posts go to show just how great this place can be.
Sickening if this is all BS.
Actually find myself in agreement with blindswelledrat for once...
SeanyD said:
Disastrous said:
Why on earth would you report it? Were you a Monitor in primary school? Bizarre to be so upset by someone else highlighting that the OP is fantasist.
I sincerely hope he is, as if it's true, that's a horrible thing to have happen but based on the evidence, it would seem he's on the windup and you've reported the wrong person. Nice one.
Apologies if the OP is indeed making this up, I took it at face value to be true, if not, sick.I sincerely hope he is, as if it's true, that's a horrible thing to have happen but based on the evidence, it would seem he's on the windup and you've reported the wrong person. Nice one.
Edited by Disastrous on Wednesday 17th December 10:20
DJRC said:
I tried to write this a couple of times now and failed. Im not sure what to write, how does one write about being at the lowest point of your life, of knowing you are at your darkest hour and all you see before you is suicide? When everything you stood for, believed in, everything you built your life on has been dismantled, washed away, blown up and ripped from you? Ive stood on remote train tracks waiting, on platforms waiting for the high speed non stop express and Ive even walked into a lake fully dressed a couple of times. Ive looked despair in the face and felt it laugh at me for absolutely no logical or justifiable reason whatsoever except just because of some stty "thats life" reason.
And I got to tell you...it absolutely fking sucks.
I can't help much with the inspiring and lofty ideals talk. The living for life, living for her, the healthy optimism, etc. I can only help with the nitty gritty of the question you asked...how do you cope with that moment of being at rock bottom, when you see nothing? No out. No end. Just unremitting nothingness.
And my answer is/was this...fk optimism. fk pain. fk life. fk death. fk the whole damn world. fk everybody and everything that thought they could give you a kicking and you would just lie there and take it. fk them all to hell and back and then fk them again. And keep fking them. Every hour, every day every week. Every mother fking bd who thought it was their God given right to beat you, kick you, grind you down and keep you there, to pummel and pound you into the dust, into the dirt, into the ground so you didn't dare lift your head up, that you'd didn't dare dream that you deserved to look up, to live under the same sun...fk them fking all into oblivion. Never ever ever ever give up and give them the satisfaction of thinking not just that they won but that they can even think of winning. To force your head to the sky and yell out in the middle of the street "I'm not dead yet!"
And then one day it becomes easier. You don't need to fight so much to get up. Its not as difficult to look up, to move forward. And then easier again the next day. And the next.
And then one day you smile. And you realise that somehow, someone, somewhere not only just kept you alive inside but that they were the reason life was worth living anyway. Then life starts again.
I apologise that its not much on the touchy feely side of things,Im very aware that I am an emotionally stunted fked up male. You asked for coping mechanisms though when you find yourself at that place and thats as raw honest and articulate as I can manage Im afraid and its not even articulate at that. Im st at emotions, sorry, but picking a fight with Life, and that 8ft tall scythe wielding hooded fker and refusing to kneel before him...now that Ive spent days on end doing!
Oh yeah and copious amounts of Eric Idle's "Always Look on the Bright Side of Life"!
You have my deepest sympathies Sir
jesus, Deej, I had no idea, big respect for beating the ftty "thats life" reason.And I got to tell you...it absolutely f
king sucks.I can't help much with the inspiring and lofty ideals talk. The living for life, living for her, the healthy optimism, etc. I can only help with the nitty gritty of the question you asked...how do you cope with that moment of being at rock bottom, when you see nothing? No out. No end. Just unremitting nothingness.
And my answer is/was this...f
k optimism. fk pain. fk life. fk death. fk the whole damn world. fk everybody and everything that thought they could give you a kicking and you would just lie there and take it. fk them all to hell and back and then fk them again. And keep fking them. Every hour, every day every week. Every mother fking bd who thought it was their God given right to beat you, kick you, grind you down and keep you there, to pummel and pound you into the dust, into the dirt, into the ground so you didn't dare lift your head up, that you'd didn't dare dream that you deserved to look up, to live under the same sun...fk them fking all into oblivion. Never ever ever ever give up and give them the satisfaction of thinking not just that they won but that they can even think of winning. To force your head to the sky and yell out in the middle of the street "I'm not dead yet!"And then one day it becomes easier. You don't need to fight so much to get up. Its not as difficult to look up, to move forward. And then easier again the next day. And the next.
And then one day you smile. And you realise that somehow, someone, somewhere not only just kept you alive inside but that they were the reason life was worth living anyway. Then life starts again.
I apologise that its not much on the touchy feely side of things,Im very aware that I am an emotionally stunted f
ked up male. You asked for coping mechanisms though when you find yourself at that place and thats as raw honest and articulate as I can manage Im afraid and its not even articulate at that. Im st at emotions, sorry, but picking a fight with Life, and that 8ft tall scythe wielding hooded fker and refusing to kneel before him...now that Ive spent days on end doing!Oh yeah and copious amounts of Eric Idle's "Always Look on the Bright Side of Life"!
You have my deepest sympathies Sir
kerWow...just wow...why on earth someone would make up something so utterly horrible is beyond me, but this has been good in one way for me, re-living the feelings of losing my Dad a while ago and realising that yeah, I'm now in that better place from the time when he'd died.
I now look back with massive love and fondness about our time together and now with no regrets about what could have been. Still miss him but it's gone from something raw and edgy to something warm and comforting.
I now look back with massive love and fondness about our time together and now with no regrets about what could have been. Still miss him but it's gone from something raw and edgy to something warm and comforting.
Disastrous said:
SeanyD said:
Disastrous said:
Why on earth would you report it? Were you a Monitor in primary school? Bizarre to be so upset by someone else highlighting that the OP is fantasist.
I sincerely hope he is, as if it's true, that's a horrible thing to have happen but based on the evidence, it would seem he's on the windup and you've reported the wrong person. Nice one.
Apologies if the OP is indeed making this up, I took it at face value to be true, if not, sick.I sincerely hope he is, as if it's true, that's a horrible thing to have happen but based on the evidence, it would seem he's on the windup and you've reported the wrong person. Nice one.
Edited by Disastrous on Wednesday 17th December 10:20
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