Depression

[Ruskie]

12 years ago I started this thread. Nothing much has changed. Slipping back into how I was feeling then, and the familiar numbness returning. It’s long time since I felt happy, and had a genuine smile on my face. Of course people are worse off, and have it tougher, but this is a slow death by a thousand cuts.

[Ruskie]

Pistom said:

It's saddening to read that. In those 12 years, has anything given you worth or happiness?

I wonder if it helps to try to focus on those things.

This thread has been a helpful outlet for many in that 12 years.

New relationships, new career opportunities, still the same. I haven’t been unhappy, just less depressed than previously.

[Ruskie]

thebraketester said:

Ruskie said:

12 years ago I started this thread. Nothing much has changed. Slipping back into how I was feeling then, and the familiar numbness returning. It’s long time since I felt happy, and had a genuine smile on my face. Of course people are worse off, and have it tougher, but this is a slow death by a thousand cuts.

Did you stop drinking?

I would say I am an occasional drinker. If I have a night out I have to pay it back in the week.