PTSD

[Coco H]

I really don't know why I am posting this sh!t as I can't really see how it can help.

But I really want someone to tell me it gets better. I am trying to sort it out but I also have responsabilities and a job I really need to hang on to.

[Coco H]

Yes I know what's behind it and I am really trying to come to terms with that rather than bury my head in the sand. It's just very difficult

[Coco H]

I suppose this is an "update". I've found a very good therapist and I've talked not just there but also to a couple of friendts and for the first time talked about what happened. And actually, it wasn't this big bogeyman, I think I made things much worse by not doing anything about it. Its not all magically better but I am making progress, it's just a bit embarassing really.