Lost my Mum last week

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And my Dad 20 years ago .... Never really got over that but had forgotten just how hard it could be not helped by how truly awful it all played out.

The pain is physical helped a bit by some sleeping tablets and Jack D ... Not at the same time ....

I have a wonderful wife who was there with me but it just feels so strange not to to have my parents. It feels so lonely.

Ah well I dunno what can you do happens to us all I suppose.

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Thanks guys appreciate the thoughts

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Thanks guys today is not an easy day I'm in my 50's and lost my Dad 20 years ago so I have experience of losing a parent but my feelings have caught me totally off guard. I had planned on going back to work after a week but just fell to bits :-(

The Doctor has signed me off for 6 weeks but now I'm also getting no contact from work which is isn't helping and making me feel like I should go back :-(

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Thanks guys I’m getting there. I’ll be going back to work next Tuesday and feel it’s the right time.

Will post again in a couple of weeks.