Worried about armagedon
Worried about armagedon
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bilko2

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1,693 posts

261 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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I have been thinking today so i thought i would write it down:hehe:
Id cards and the number of the beast etc ( thought i would get that in first so you don't have to read through all my piffle if you don't want to )

It struck me at some point today that people in general are just about ready to lynch one another. I see it in 8 out of 10 faces i look into. I know, maybe they just want to lynch me but it worries me.
Then something else poped into my head: the devils work is nearly done! FFS where did that come from?:hehe:
So, i started thinking about what the devil needs to do to win. Well i am not realy versed in the bible but i do recall something about having a number on your head or hand.
So i thought about biometric data. I thought it all too easy for the authors of such an event ( alledgedly ) to become confused when they glimped fingerprints and retinal scans 2000 years ago and realised what they meant.
So, if a number unique to you which has your biometric data on it belonged to the devil, he would win.
BUT!, doesn't it have to be sort of voluntary?. So then i realised that WE will have to pay voluntarilly for the cards.
I wonder if there is any significance in this £300 mallarky?

Anyway i then got on to thinking about the soul and the body and life and death. Before i knew it i had a whole series of questions and roughly formulated answers.
First question was: What is the purpose of life?
Answer:
I realised that the body is just a vessel for the soul. A place for it to develop and grow. As it is said, we have a choice whether to enter the kingdom of heaven but i think that life is decision. Or what we do with life.
Then i thought: What about external influences on our choice and why are we afraid to die if that is the gateway to heaven?
Answer:
Because we have not accepted God. We have not accepted the inevitability of death. By that i mean we are not ready for whatever reason to make or have made that decision.
(LOST YET? ME TOO:D)
What about pain and fear and suffering?
I read somewhere that worry is the enemy of faith and i think to a certain extent that is true. Once we truely grasp the inevitability of death and our subsequent judgement i think that life becomes easier.

Just a side thought about the pain bit.
When i was young i got run over. I walked infront of a bus and got hit by a fast moving car. I was tossed into the air and i landed head first on the bonnet of the car. I was then dragged a fair distance down the road.
I was lucky. The only injuries i sustanined were a fractured leg and a gash to my head along with concusion etc. The realy funny thing is that i don't remember any of it, not a jot.

When i was older but still young i tried suicide by drinking 40+ mogodon ground into water and slitting my wrists.
That was an extemely stupid and insensitive thing to do but again it didn't hurt one bit. Infact i woke in hospital looking down on myself from the ceiling ( LALA LAND, I KNOW:))
I could see my teeth grinding on a stomach pump and my whole body etc.
The reason i have told you this is because i remember from somewhere that just before your body experiences a massive impact or trauma i am told your body leaves your soul. maybe this is when you are judged i don't know
Point ?whats my point? erm
Oh yes, pain. In all my experiences with death ( and there have been more than i want to mention here ) I have never experienced actual pain.

Thinking on. Redemption, sin and getting in.
Well i'm not sure exactly how it works but the point i wanted to make was this.
At different stages in my life i have held hands with demons. Laughed even and frolicked with them. NOT litterally but there have been things that i wish i hadn't done. But when i decided to look into this God business and feather my nest in heaven i thought i better repent. It doesn't matter how many languages you speak or how quick you can fill a bucket with tears; there are only so many ways you can say sorry.
This troubled me. Untill i found a few words that helped.
" Even in you darkest hour, God still loves you" or words to that effect. After all we are only man or to be precise. Human!....HU...HU Hu Hu hu i wonder if that means pre?. Our soul is not ready yet not fully developed. God made man in his image not human. Hmm never thought of that before:) We become man or in the same image as God ( whatever that is ) once we enter heaven.
Anyway thinking on and possibly a link to the above:
If God made man then what is it a woman produces after 9 months of pregnancy????
A human.
I'm going to go away and think some more now over a drink.
I want to say sorry for any offece caused but that would be wrong. These are just my thoughts and i gave you fair warning at the start so i make no apology:)
Human though, that's a good one.

2 Smokin Barrels

32,007 posts

264 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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Pardon?

whitechimp500

3,399 posts

300 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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>> Edited by whitechimp500 on Friday 1st July 19:56

petros

2,441 posts

258 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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Boy Oh Boy !!!

imperialism2024

1,596 posts

285 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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I know things are different here in the US, but usually it takes me until about 11PM to get really, really smashed...

Er, anyhow I will go back and try to understand your post...

srebbe64

13,021 posts

266 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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The lunatics are taking over the assylum!

juice

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311 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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up-the-dubs

4,282 posts

258 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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Thats just too much after a few .

Any chance of a summary?

bilko2

Original Poster:

1,693 posts

261 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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Just a quicky.
I have to go out and get some vodka but then i got worried. I thought about the thugs and generally not nice people round here.
Then in it popped......Smile, be happy. and so i thought some more lol.
Isn't it funny how a smile can be so effective? I mean a true expession of happiness can be soo dissarming.
I have often walked the street in a bad mood or determined that i thought someone was bad untill they smiled at me! Then dammit! i have no choice but to smile back. It's like a light that lifts you from the duldrums.
So, if you see a scruffy looking geeza walking back from Sainsburys garage carrying a bottle of vodka with a big grin on his face.....That'll be me.
Oh Boo, worried now about how my first post will be recieved.
never mind...BYE

bilko2

Original Poster:

1,693 posts

261 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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I havn't started drinking yet:heh:

srebbe64

13,021 posts

266 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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bilko2 said:

Oh Boo, worried now about how my first post will be recieved.
never mind...BYE

Someone's hacked into Bilko 2's profile, I reckon!

scoobz

6,578 posts

277 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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i'm not reading that crap, summarize it in one word.

srebbe64

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266 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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scoobz said:
i'm not reading that crap, summarize it in one word.

Manson

groucho

12,134 posts

275 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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scoobz said:
i'm not reading that crap, summarize it in one word.

I thought you just did.

SpencerO

524 posts

272 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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As Shakespeare once said to an infinite number of monkeys..

scared but happy

24,147 posts

258 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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What??

groucho

12,134 posts

275 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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>> Edited by groucho on Friday 1st July 20:14

Prof Beard

6,669 posts

256 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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Go on the wagon - now! (This is meant kindly)

Prof Beard

cyberface

12,214 posts

286 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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Is this in anyway related to that drugs thread????

Or has Syd Barrett got onto the internet?

imperialism2024

1,596 posts

285 months

Friday 1st July 2005
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Matthew-TMM said:
I can follow his line of thought there, perhaps because I follow similar lines of thought at times.


Me too, I just need a half bottle of vodka first...