Living with physical abuse
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Ive been the recipient of abuse since I was a teenager.
It may have started when I was younger, but if it did I have certainly blocked any memories out as I cant quite remember that far back.
It has affected my relationships, my days at work, my sporting activities, even just walking down the street, sometimes. Everything.
I have finally come to the end of my thether, I just cant take it any more.
What happens is this.
I retire to my bed chamber, quite content with life in general, and usually my day. But I wake up with a truly sore shoulder, a painful twisted aching feeling, so sore sometimes that it still hurts to use that arm as much as a week later. Or an exceedingly knackered wrist (its both wrists, so its not what you're thinking!). Or I'll wake with a knackered back, which feels like its been sat on and bounced across by a speeding gaggle of pounding kangaroos, my neck then pummeled further with a heavy cast iron frying pan by one of their unspeaking accomplices throughout the night.
Some of us wake up with a face that looks like its been beaten with a stick, I get that too.
And a dead arm which remains suspiciously silent upon awakening, the suspect perpetrator?
Something is creep-sneaking into my room at night, and giving me one hell of a hiding when Im asleep. It once sprained my dads ankle during the witching hours so badly, that when he woke up he could neither walk nor work. It lives with me now.
Anyone else victim to the same silent and slinking goblin of nocturnal pain infliction? Or is it just me, and those older folk who permanently walk around looking like they had their faces beaten in their sleep... The shoulder abuse wears me down the most. At the moment both shoulders are smarting from a beating I dont remember receiving, the right one being the worse off.
Sorry, I didnt say I had a point.
My ranting is done.
2/10. Thank you.
It may have started when I was younger, but if it did I have certainly blocked any memories out as I cant quite remember that far back.
It has affected my relationships, my days at work, my sporting activities, even just walking down the street, sometimes. Everything.
I have finally come to the end of my thether, I just cant take it any more.
What happens is this.
I retire to my bed chamber, quite content with life in general, and usually my day. But I wake up with a truly sore shoulder, a painful twisted aching feeling, so sore sometimes that it still hurts to use that arm as much as a week later. Or an exceedingly knackered wrist (its both wrists, so its not what you're thinking!). Or I'll wake with a knackered back, which feels like its been sat on and bounced across by a speeding gaggle of pounding kangaroos, my neck then pummeled further with a heavy cast iron frying pan by one of their unspeaking accomplices throughout the night.
Some of us wake up with a face that looks like its been beaten with a stick, I get that too.
And a dead arm which remains suspiciously silent upon awakening, the suspect perpetrator?
Something is creep-sneaking into my room at night, and giving me one hell of a hiding when Im asleep. It once sprained my dads ankle during the witching hours so badly, that when he woke up he could neither walk nor work. It lives with me now.
Anyone else victim to the same silent and slinking goblin of nocturnal pain infliction? Or is it just me, and those older folk who permanently walk around looking like they had their faces beaten in their sleep... The shoulder abuse wears me down the most. At the moment both shoulders are smarting from a beating I dont remember receiving, the right one being the worse off.
Sorry, I didnt say I had a point.
My ranting is done.
2/10. Thank you.
El stovey said:
You are going to bed and waking up having had a good shoeing?
Is this actually a serious post?
I think you doubt answers your question..Is this actually a serious post?
Edited by El stovey on Thursday 7th August 23:01
The worst is when you ear folds over, and pings back. that pain would make tyson cry
El stovey said:
You are going to bed and waking up having had a good shoeing?
Symbolica said:
Is Mrs Buster (assuming there is one) into BDSM?
Does she also have a supply of rohypnol?
Not a serious Mrs Buster... (shes into most things Does she also have a supply of rohypnol?
)But it happens when she isnt here.
Without Alcohol. Even when the front door is double locked.
Ive woken up in various states of disrepear over the years, with and without alcohol.
Having ruled out chavs with rohypnol and a bump key, I suspect a voodoo doll curse, or obese poltergeist activity.
alman said:
been exercising? that'll do it
I do the bicycle on my back, in my boxers when drunk in bed to show off to new women Im trying to impress. But as previously stated, it happens when asleep/alone on nights Ive not been drinking.
t". It almost sounds nice for a moment until you realise that everyone wakes up with aches and pains just some people moan about it more than others because they are soft tFunk said:
Sounds like you have a crap bed.
Its not great. Not replacing till I move.
But Ive suffered morning pains all my life in various beds, the shoulder being the worst and suddenly most reoccurring repetitive injury of late, as it takes the longest to get better and is genuinely very sore for a long time afterwards.
Possibly due to me being 1 to 2 stone overweight - if so, why only me...
Buster Bakdorzin said:
Funk said:
Sounds like you have a crap bed.
Its not great. Not replacing till I move.
But Ive suffered morning pains all my life in various beds, the shoulder being the worst and suddenly most reoccurring repetitive injury of late, as it takes the longest to get better and is genuinely very sore for a long time afterwards.
Possibly due to me being 1 to 2 stone overweight - if so, why only me...
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