No more driving for me
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Well after a long time thinking about this i have made the extremely hard decision to stop driving altogether 
After attempting suicide on 2 occasion my doctor diagnosed me with high blood pressure and depression and sent me to counseling, after some weeks of counseling we discovered the root cause of my problems
I used to be a fit and healthy outgoing happy man but it was around 5 years ago one morning on my way to work i seen a young lad coming the opposite way driving a citron saxo, i was completely unprepared for the forthcoming scenario that would ultimately ruin my live forever. As he was approaching from the opposite direction i noticed that he appeared to have his fog lights in in the day time. i immediately got a deep sick feeling in my stomach and i could feel the rage,hate,anger and disgust boiling over inside of me! i could not believe another human being could be so evil with totally no regard for the lives and well being of everybody else.
I pulled over to try and calm down, and immediately called the police who were even more shocked at what i had told them than i was, so much so they did not believe that somebody could be this evil and accused me of making a prank call! I decided to call my wife and tell he but she did not believe me either and told me not to be so stupid.!
I know what i saw on that day!!!! i did not make it up like everybody thinks!!!, i would not wish this on my worst enemy it has mentally scared me for life, i have nightmares and flash backs all of the time and i have now had to make the hard decision to stop driving altogether because i can not face seeing somebody driving around with fog lights on again one more time. i think it would push me over the edge i would be unable to cope.It has truly ruined my life my wife has divorced me because i would not stop talking about it,i lost my job because i could not concentrate on my work, i am now a miserable wreck i snap at people over the smallest things. i just hope nobody on here has to experience what i experienced on that dreadful day.
After attempting suicide on 2 occasion my doctor diagnosed me with high blood pressure and depression and sent me to counseling, after some weeks of counseling we discovered the root cause of my problems
I used to be a fit and healthy outgoing happy man but it was around 5 years ago one morning on my way to work i seen a young lad coming the opposite way driving a citron saxo, i was completely unprepared for the forthcoming scenario that would ultimately ruin my live forever. As he was approaching from the opposite direction i noticed that he appeared to have his fog lights in in the day time. i immediately got a deep sick feeling in my stomach and i could feel the rage,hate,anger and disgust boiling over inside of me! i could not believe another human being could be so evil with totally no regard for the lives and well being of everybody else.
I pulled over to try and calm down, and immediately called the police who were even more shocked at what i had told them than i was, so much so they did not believe that somebody could be this evil and accused me of making a prank call! I decided to call my wife and tell he but she did not believe me either and told me not to be so stupid.!
I know what i saw on that day!!!! i did not make it up like everybody thinks!!!, i would not wish this on my worst enemy it has mentally scared me for life, i have nightmares and flash backs all of the time and i have now had to make the hard decision to stop driving altogether because i can not face seeing somebody driving around with fog lights on again one more time. i think it would push me over the edge i would be unable to cope.It has truly ruined my life my wife has divorced me because i would not stop talking about it,i lost my job because i could not concentrate on my work, i am now a miserable wreck i snap at people over the smallest things. i just hope nobody on here has to experience what i experienced on that dreadful day.
Edited by Nuttah on Tuesday 13th November 12:18
t really compared to the rather good rants of the many professional and expert ranters on these pages. 0.1/10 and that's IMO being very generous. Gassing Station | General Gassing | Top of Page | What's New | My Stuff