Bawled my eyes out...

[T40ORA]

Just heard a letter read out on radio 2.

It was written by a 19 year old soldier serving in Afghanistan and hidden for his family to find if he died out there.

He did die, and the letter just reduced me to a bloody wreck. A good friend of mine lost his son out there last year, aged 22 - two weeks before his 23rd birthday. One of the real inspirational good guys. This poor lad sounded the same.

Sh!t Welling up again.

Edited by T40ORA on Monday 20th July 13:36

[Republik]

Yes, just heard that. Very very upsetting.

[mreagleeyes]

Not good news. I'd like to hear this. Could you let me know which DJ it was so I can get it on the iPlayer.
Many thanks.

[lazyitus]

I heard this.

I never cry because I'm a proper bloke.

but I sure as hell did when I heard this - blimey

[littlegreenfairy]

mreagleeyes said:

Not good news. I'd like to hear this. Could you let me know which DJ it was so I can get it on the iPlayer.
Many thanks.

Jeremy Vine.

I cried at my desk. Brave mother coming on to talk about it too.

Made a good point about not giving enough air time to lose badly hurt in the conflict - they seem to be forgotten.

[Shaw Tarse]

littlegreenfairy said:

mreagleeyes said:

Not good news. I'd like to hear this. Could you let me know which DJ it was so I can get it on the iPlayer.
Many thanks.

Jeremy Vine.

I cried at my desk. Brave mother coming on to talk about it too.

Made a good point about not giving enough air time to lose badly hurt in the conflict - they seem to be forgotten.

Takes a while to appear on iPlayer, let's get a link when it's there.

[NuisanceFactor]

hello mum, this is going to be hard for you to read

[rhinochopig]

NuisanceFactor said:

hello mum, this is going to be hard for you to read

[WorAl]

NuisanceFactor said:

hello mum, this is going to be hard for you to read

thanks very fking much, i've got to print all this stuff off again now cause i've just cried all over it.

[Asterix]

What a fking star!

Deepest respect.

I never even thought about writing something like that while I was serving - I guess I wasn't at the sharp end often enough to really think that way.

My thought are with his and all the other families affetced - always.

[crofty1984]

I'll have a read when I get home. This is a shared office.

[mreagleeyes]

That was hard to read. The poor guy. We always wrote letters like that and they were held in Battalion HQ back in Aldershot. I've still got them but have never re-read them.
My thoughts go out to the family. Our brave guys doing the business.

[LittleRedHead]

Gawd, there go my contacts

[T40ORA]

crofty1984 said:

I'll have a read when I get home. This is a shared office.

Wise move. I cried when I heard it, just copied the text to email someone - and fing cried again.

[Sgt Bilko]

Moving, very moving.

[Jonny671]

T40ORA said:

crofty1984 said:

I'll have a read when I get home. This is a shared office.

Wise move. I cried when I heard it, just copied the text to email someone - and fing cried again.

I'm in a shared office too and also have tears in my eyes.. Thats such a sad thing to read.

[swansea v6]

Powerful

[King Herald]

Cyrus Thatcher was killed on 2 June 2009. This is the letter he wrote to be delivered to his family if he died:

Hello its me, this is gonna be hard for you to read but I write this knowing every time you thinks sts got to much for you to handle (so don't cry on it MUM!!) you can read this and hopefully it will help you all get through.

For a start st I got hit!! Now Iv got that out the way I can say the things Iv hopefully made clear, or if I havent this should clear it all up for me. My hole life you'v all been there for me through thick and thin bit like a wedding through good and bad. Without you I believe I wouldn't have made it as far as I have. I died doing what I was born to do I was happy and felt great about myself although the army was sadly the ending of me it was also the making of me so please don't feel any hate toward it. One thing I no I never made clear to you all was I make jokes about my life starting in the Army. That's wrong VERY wrong my life began a LONG time before that (Obviously) but you get what I mean. All the times Iv tried to neglect the family get angry when you try teach me right from wrong wot I mean to say is I only realised that you were trying to help when I joined the army and without YOUR help I would have never had the BALLS, the GRIT and the damn right determination to crack on and do it. If I could have a wish in life it would to be able to say Iv gone and done things many would never try to do. And going to Afghan has fulfilled my dream ie my goal. Yes I am young wich as a parent must brake you heart but you must all somehow find the strength that I found to do something no matter how big the challenge. As Im writing this letter I can see you all crying and mornin my death but if I could have one wish in an "after life" it would be to stop your crying and continueing your dreams (as I did) because if I were watching only that would brake my heart. So dry your tears and put on a brave face for the rest of your friends and family who need you.

I want each and everyone of you to forfill a dream and at the end of it look at what you have done (completed) and feel the accomplishment and achievement I did only then will you understand how I felt when I passed away.

[To his brothers:] You are both amazing men and will continue to be throughout your lives you both deserve to be happy and fofill all of your dreams.

Dad – my idol, my friend, my best friend, my teacher, my coach, everything I ever succeeded in my life I owe to you and maybe a little bit of me! You are a great man and the perfect role model and the past two years of being in the army I noticed that and me and you have been on the best level we have ever been. I thank you for nothing because I no all you have given to me is not there to be thanked for its there because you did it cause you love me and that is my most proudest thing I could ever say.

Mum, where do I start with you!! For a start your perfect, your smell, your hugs, the way your life was dedicated to us boys and especially the way you cared each and every step us boys took. I love you, you were the reason I made it as far as I did you were the reason I was loved more than any child I no and that made me feel special.

Your all such great individuals and I hope somehow this letter will help you get through this st time!! Just remember do NOT mourn my death as hard as this will seem, celebrate a great life that has had its ups and downs. I love you all more than you would ever no and in your own individual ways helped me get through it all. I wish you all the best with your dreams.

Remember chin up head down. With love Cyrus xxxx

[R.I.F.]

Holy st that's a powerful letter.

I thought I'd written some heart wrenching letters to my folks in the past but compared to that I was playing at it.

If anyone who knew Cyrus reads this then I'd like you to know that if I could have been half the man he sounds like he was then I'd have died a happy man.

Rest in peace Cyrus.

My heart goes out to all those affected by your passing.

[ph1l5]

Jonny671 said:

T40ORA said:

crofty1984 said:

I'll have a read when I get home. This is a shared office.

Wise move. I cried when I heard it, just copied the text to email someone - and fing cried again.

I'm in a shared office too and also have tears in my eyes.. Thats such a sad thing to read.

Not really sure what I want to say. But I feel terrible now.