Really depressed
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I haven't explained very well, since. Being diagnosed I've been put on pills in fact they doubled the dose a few months back, work know I suffer, but recently I just can't cope even with the simple tasks and I know I'm in danger of being performance managed , I feel so low , just feel like there's. Nothing to fight for,
They might be able to dismiss me for not following procedure e.g. Not informing them about my abscene , I've ignored phone calls, I'm in such a dark place I just don't care, scared about not ha king a job but should have 6 weeks plus to find something else, just can't handle the pressure there anymore , don't know if that makes any sense , i can barlely text this , I'm going to go to gp tomorrow
Thank you , been referred to counselling never gone through with it, a sound like a right loser , going to be very clear with the doctor how bad things have got , I haven't slept at to for 2 days, regarding work last year I stepped down for a senior position due to what I was going through , which was the right move, this feels like a. Natural progression as far as at this point of my life I don't need all the stress and responsibilitys , I've got some time to find something else, the though lot of even stepping back into my place of work terrifies me
I am absolutely overwhelmed with the kindness on here and offers to meet up , I'm freaking out about the unpredictably of my feelings , spent all day in bed but wasn't too bad now feeling like it's all going wrong and worries I have sleeping tablets in the house , -also don't want to keep bothering people on here
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