Really depressed

[Robster]

Amazing service 110% ! Thank you

[Robster]

Thank you buddy , I don't tend to think like that , but you guys have been amazing, well done on your walk yesterday !

[Robster]

Right I've thought of a good way to describe this, I used to run marathons and you get to the point where you feel you can't carry on, but you have people on the pavement all cheering you on and shouting encourage and it lifts you up and you find the strength, this is the effect you guys have on me on a daily basis

[Robster]

patmahe said:

Hi Robster,

I just logged on after a long stty day in work and seeing your post brought me a lot of joy (made my day in fact). I know it wasn't easy so good on you, shows the inner strength you have. Be proud of yourself, because everyone reading your updates is proud of you.

Thanks

Pat

HappyMidget said:

Robster said:

So hopefully this will encourage people , but through the support and kindness of everyone , I've got up, done my cv, arranged counciling , update LinkedIn profile , went food shopping , can't belive the energy I have had today and it's down to you guys!

You should also give yourself the credit for trying so hard and helping yourself. You are doing absolutely amazing and showing real drive and determination to pick yourself up. Muchos kudos to you bro

That's very kind and also makes my day , I'm trying to be strong , but it's the care here that's made a massive difference, I will be strong again!

[Robster]

Morning all , so been to the doctor , was like she was a different person , very supportive, I told her all about the support by you all , further signed off, plan for today , upload cvs!

[Robster]

Right so a good day today , friend came over for a bit of xbox (boys and their toys) which was fun and I've managed to upload cv on a couple of websites , best thing...got a message from online counsling , they are going to phone me and set cbt training up! Nervous but relived!

[Robster]

Not feeling like I'm doing great , just one foot in front of another , I'll keep going

[Robster]

Since I can't sleep a quick update , had 6 questionnaires emailed to me from the online counsling, found it quite sobering, but was good to be honest , can't help thinking how amazing we live in a country that can offer these services for free, got a nice message from the person who will be helping me so that's nice , all new to me. But determined to smash this illness!

[Robster]

Need to go to the bank , sounds stupid but a few days ago would of ignored it, but I'm going later on to sort some stuff out , find it a bit tiring after I've 'pushed myself' but going to do it anyway!

[Robster]

Whilst I'm feeling positive can I just say if anyone is feeling down or depressed please talk to someone , everyday talking on this forum supports me , don't leave it too long like I did

[Robster]

Wow what a day of mixed emotions ,ups and downs, went to the bank there was a fire alarm so everyone queuing outside,I couldn't handle the stress of who was going to get served first and my place in the queue I had to leave,that's a new one for me, work phoned although they have my sick notes they need to talk to me,can't face phoning them though. Then had a call from mental health service,they had visited whilst I was out,the positive I'm taking out of it is that they don't think my case is severe enough for their dept,they deal with extreme cases, so I'm going to do concentrate on the cbt

[Robster]

Thanks for the advice , emailed to say thanks for the phone call, suffering with severe depression and under the doctor so in a low place and not able to talk on phone etc

[Robster]

Thank you I really needed to hear that

[Robster]

So nice to read these threads , especially as not sleeping much , thanks all ,and peanuts,don't underestimate how much I appreciate your words

Edited by Robster on Thursday 29th September 11:09

[Robster]

That's not good I've text you buddy

[Robster]

klmhcp said:

HappyMidget said:

Having a st day myself to be honest, just one of those days where nothing seems to be going right Bought Forza H3, didn't check the min specs and it wont run on my computer, took 45 minutes to get round them M4 J5 roundabout due to completely selfish fking aholes blocking the junctions causing gridlock, updated my phone and the browser wouldn't work so had to hard reset and to top it off got a headache from the stress. Might go for a stroll round Staines at lunch to clear my head.

Not sure that's depression!

Doesn't matter , always good to vent, stop things building up !!

[Robster]

Hi guys hope all is well , been a strange couple of days heads all over the place, stressing big time about job and money, watching f1 qualifying so not all bad , had first session of online counsling was a good 30mins and have an hour session booked on Tuesday so that's good

[Robster]

Hi be good to keep this thread going to hopefully help people going through stuff, how's that sound ?

[Robster]

I will be if I find a job , being homeless is not sounding very appealing right now! You ok buddy ?

[Robster]

Guys feeling really low tonight please help