The final walk

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rasputin

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1,449 posts

207 months

Tuesday 23rd October 2012
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Her first (very wobbly) walk in about 6 months, and also her last weeping


CDRM is a disgusting disease and I've sworn to never get another German Shepherd frown.

Still, she's 2 months away from her 14th birthday (born on Christmas day) so she's had a long life. With us since 6 weeks old and always riddled with health problems, but she's a fighter. She'll never allow herself to slip away from her family without a fight, so we've had to make a very difficult decision and the vet is coming round on Thursday frown.
Her life is nothing but sleep now, she has no energy or patience to interact with anyone or do anything, and we don't want to wait for her illness to start causing her pain and suffering.

I don't think I'll ever stop seeing her like this...

... which is probably why it took so long to make the decision. It's hard to believe that the little ball of fur and sharp teeth isn't coming back cry

Jasandjules

69,988 posts

230 months

Tuesday 23rd October 2012
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So sorry.


y2blade

56,141 posts

216 months

Tuesday 23rd October 2012
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Oh man frown

Sad to read this, heartbreaking

SPR2

3,184 posts

197 months

Tuesday 23rd October 2012
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So sorry your best friend has to leave youfrown

Vince70

1,939 posts

195 months

Tuesday 23rd October 2012
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I'm so sorry for you there's nothing more heart breaking than losing a pet dog.and i find that German shepherds are the most loyal and loving dogs.

my parents have had German shepherds for the last 40 years and when they lost the last one they really took it badly and said they would never get another dog again .

nearly a year later they came back home with a rescue German shepherd and i know when he goes he will break their heart again. but you have to remember you have given her a fantastic life and 14years is a remarkable age for a German.

i really do feel for you and i know there won't be a dry eye in the house for awhile.my deepest sympathy to you.

K77 CTR

1,613 posts

183 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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dmitsi

3,583 posts

221 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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frown Sorry to hear this, such a beautiful dog.

boobles

15,241 posts

216 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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Very sad indeed. frown

Pappa Lurve

3,827 posts

283 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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So sad. Got my first GSD at the weekend (8 year old rescue dog) and they are an absolutely lovely breed. Hope you are ok come tomorrow :-(

kVA

2,460 posts

206 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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Know what it feels like, sadly (3 times now) frown The worst was at 17 months, so 14 years is a bloody good innings, with or without health issues smile

Great that you can still see her as a playful pup - keep it that way

(oh, and get another pup - NOW! wink )

ali_kat

31,996 posts

222 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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Upatdawn

2,184 posts

149 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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Rasputin, you are very brave putting her needs above yours, well done

Dont waste the love shes had though, dont leave it as long as I did to love another (9 years), grieve a while then have a look round, far too many dogs need a home like yours.


Turn7

23,690 posts

222 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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Very sad,sorry to hear that. Its horrible when you have to make the decision,but for the best.

The memories will stay with you for ever

danrc

2,751 posts

211 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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paul_y3k

618 posts

209 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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so sorry and no exactly how you are feeling. We made the decision to let pogel go 5 weeks ago and I'm still looking for him every morning and night. Still talk to him all the time too ...


I did ave a thread runnnig on here called is it time .. but I've just not had the want to update it frown

but it is the right thing to do .. but i know how hard it is to accept that.

Butter Face

30,387 posts

161 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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Really sorry to hear this frown

I'm sat on the sofa with my girl curled up next to me and I can't imagine the day when she won't be here! frown

ED209

5,751 posts

245 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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Jesus I am sat here reading this thread, I am a grown man and I am bloody crying!

I too cannot really imagine loosing our dog and he is only 3, god help me when he is older.



ali_kat

31,996 posts

222 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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paul_y3k said:
so sorry and no exactly how you are feeling. We made the decision to let pogel go 5 weeks ago and I'm still looking for him every morning and night. Still talk to him all the time too ...


I did ave a thread runnnig on here called is it time .. but I've just not had the want to update it frown

but it is the right thing to do .. but i know how hard it is to accept that.
Ahhhh frown I didn't like to bump the thread to ask frown

King Herald

23,501 posts

217 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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That's tragic. frown After 14 years she is another family member, nothing less.

I've been though it myself, and it is miserable, still makes me sad today thinking about it, and it was over ten years ago.

Treasure the memories, the good times, don't dwell on the pain. And a new dog in the family is a must as soon as you can. Not a replacement, just another doggy friend to share the memories with.

rasputin

Original Poster:

1,449 posts

207 months

Wednesday 24th October 2012
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Thanks for the kind words everyone. I really appreciate it.

It's been a hard day today. I know that as soon as it's done tomorrow I'll feel a relief that there's no more risk of her being in pain or suffering. But even now I keep thinking "what if...". But there's really no other option. Even if she lives another 2 years there's no chance she's ever going to have another good day, so it has to end frown.

We have another dog, a Lab, when we got him last year he gave her a new lease on life. She would never have made it this long without the energy and mental stimulation he gave her.