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[karma2018]

NDA said:

Just occasionally you can read something that is so dark, so evil, so alien to your own experience..... I've just read it.

How could a parent do this to a child?

OP you have my admiration for having been on the most appalling journey of utter loneliness - and you've emerged.

I can't offer any advice as I can barely even comprehend what you've been through.

This post really got to me for some reason.

Find it hard reading messages of support.

Thankfully my mother was the complete opposite to my father. She did everything with us and was exactly what you would expect from a parent.

I will never forget her face when she approached me about the abuse. She really was broken.

It was very hard seeing my mother go through this and blaming herself for not protecting us.

Unfortunately I then endured the same feeling with my daughter.

They say forgiveness is the best medicine.

It's just very hard to forgive at times.

Thank you

[karma2018]

S100HP said:

What he said.

If you are ever near the New Forest and want a pint then let us know.

Thank you mate

[karma2018]

coyft said:

You need to change your thought patterns. In order to do that you need to your brain to create new neural pathways.

I know a few people that have completed this course and it has transformed their lives.

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Thank you for posting this information.